the subway incident left me really shaken for a few days, i mostly hid in my apartment and ordered chinese food... i seem to be doing that a lot which could explain why i suddenly feel like a giant hefty bag most of the time.
on friday i finally realized that i do this too often: i retreat and spent too much time pondering and stressing myself out instead of just brushing myself off and working through it. i've made myself a promise that i will leave the apartment every day just to ensure that i don't end up becoming the crazy cat lady.
i was invited to a party on saturday by one of my former professors, i have to say it was probably one of the coolest parties i've been to. an incredible mix of people, dj, projection screen... it was just awesome.
glad to be feeling a bit better.